In God's hands

I just had another "slap in the face" moment!  Really the only person who has your child's best interest is God.  Because all of us are sinful we cannot unselfishly make decisions for our kids!  Even Brian and I can't unselfishly make a decision.  That's why we need God's wisdom.  Especially for my Bubs. He has Bubs in his hands.

We had another mind numbing IEP on Friday and it has taken until now to really process all that was said.  So we have to make a decision about placement for next year.  Crazy folks from the county tried to tell me that he should move to a self contained Special Ed. class. They casually changed a  draft copy to reflect that decision and then told us the team decided on this placement.  Aren't HIS PARENTS part of this team.  Well maybe we shocked them when we didn't sign the IEP and needed to think and pray about it.  I don't really know or care for that matter.

I won't really bore all of you with what is actually happening but would like it if you would pray for our wisdom in this situation.  My gut tells me that he would love to stay at Gordon  where he is. They are telling us there may be no program for him next year.  And guess what there wasn't one two years ago until we fought for it!   So here we are trying to decide what is best for my kid.   

Guess what...we aren't going to just sit quietly and take your "sentence. "  My God has Bubs best interest and we are going to prayerfully consider what that is....

Would you pray for us???  Bubs and I thank you!